i read wat i wrote on sunday.i sound like a grumpy old fart.hahah..im feeling much better now,but i wont take back all i said on sunday.anyway i hope my mum allows me to go n cut my hair on friday.realli pray she'll allow me.i duno how to ask her though.cos if she asks me who's gonna pay,i cant say me,cos im absolutely broke,n no one else wants to pay for me.aiya..i sound sooo poor..hahah..nyway,dots claw came out the other day wen she was fighting with mr.p.so she went to the vet today,n now she has to wear this cone-like thingy on her head,to prevent her from biting her paw.haha..so funny it is.she's walking ard the house like she's drunk n keeps hitting into things.reminds me of the time daddy let her drink some wine,n she was walking all funny..hahah..ok gtg eat dinner now,n den do legacy project.the sch's out to get us i tell u.y else wld dey give us a cme project to do on the parliament,wen dey noe we have so many other impt CAs n projects to do?
7:47:00 pm
Sunday, March 27, 2005
changed my blogskin.again.needed a darker one.to refelct my mood these days.i dun noe y ive been feeling quite down these days.must be pms.or something else?was thinking abt 1st kisses n all that shit yesterday.am i losing out just cos i havent experienced all that yet?well sometimes i feel i have.im gonna be 16 these yr already.n yet i still havent grown up in a way.im not ready to grow up.im quite sure of that.im not ready to let go some stuff.n yet i sometimes want to.
guess im just a confused child.
10:38:00 pm
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
im quite happy n sad. Happy~ 1)i passed chem FINALLY!12.5/23..hahha.. 2)i got the form prize for english..hahah...duno how that happened..haha Anyway all praise goes to God.Hallelujah!!!
Sad~ 1)i tink he likes elia 2)i duno if i like being used just to get other ppls numbers 3)i feel like a fool sometimes.
ok so anyway went to acs barker for syf drama rehearsals.st pats came along halfway.d.j,marc n two other guys.so anyway marc rmbed me!hahah..but i noe i dun like him anymore cos i dun get that warm fuzzzy feeling i used to get wenever i tot of him.so anyway i tink they liked eliacos they all were looking at her n one of them wanted to ask d.j to give him my number just so he can get elia's n nadia's number.i tink im being used.but thank God d.j didnt give him my number.its kinda degrading for me if u tink of it in tht way..aiya.oh well..there are other pressing issues rite now.like i simply am not acting well for syf!shit!i noe i can do it better.but i somehow just cant...aiya...oh well i better go now study for a math tmr.hope i pass!
9:33:00 pm
Friday, March 11, 2005
i realised i haf fluctuating moods.just like my exam marks. aniwae i got 18 pts for my l1r5..hey dat means for my l1r4,i 'll get 10 pts!not bad at all..hahhaha...im just cheering my self up,cos i noe i wana go jc,so my L1R5 pts only matter. start of holidays today.though nxt wk is just fillled w/ hmwk n studying,im sure of dat.eeee. i just toked to reisha,i realised i really do love her lot.though i do get angry w/ her sometimes..hahah..ok gtg now.i tink going out for dinner w/ my family,den later the neighbours r coming over for a midnight drink.i hope all their children come along,so we can go play by the canal or play something!tata!
7:44:00 pm
Sunday, March 06, 2005
ok ive been found.by God! seriously. went to church today. felt much better.I have God,my Father,what else do i nd? saw acute guy today!!!yay!!! my sleeping adrenaline hormones have been awakened!!! eeeekk!!!he was soo cute!! hevent seen a cute guy in a long time!!forgot how it feels!! haha. suppossed to b studying for bio now or doing chem project. but i dun want to. so there. yay!!its good to be alive, n a loved child of God! AMEN!
5:31:00 pm
Saturday, March 05, 2005
i have found out what teenage angst is. i used to think life is what u make it to be. but now i realised that sometimes u may just be overwhelmed by a jumble of emotions u just cant control. u cant help but feel infrerior to other girls. I dun like it. Actually i hate it. I'm lost now. someone better find me. quick.
4:31:00 pm
Thursday, March 03, 2005
today on the way to sch,i heard happy songs!!yay!!like best years of our lives by the baha men n another old song i cant rmb.so i started off the day optimistic-ly!!wat a wonderful feeling that is!!!!yay!!anyway snowy's feeling better,i tink.Thank God. So ive kinda got back on track,n im happy to say ive turned over a new leaf n haf started studying again!!!not as hard as i shd,but still enuf to keep me going!!!!yay for me!!!but i tink im kinda drifting fr God now..thats bad..its like everything's ok in my life rite now,so im dun feel that urgent nd to pray or somethin,which is so totally wrong.aiya..i want to be a great Christian.but wanting isnt the same as doing. On a happier note,the holidays r nxt nxt wk!!!finally a break!!though i did haf a break fr sch yesterday cos i lost my voice..it was going off.now im utterly thankful for my voice.i realli nd it.therefore i shall use my voice to the fullest once i get it back!i cant wait :)
5:12:00 pm
riane*
*riane brittany francisco *born on the 1st of july 1989 *eurasian *i believe in Christ *ex-tkgian *4e7'05 *ex-SAJCian of 06S18 *MJC now! 06S302
*loves
~God! ~mr.princess ~dots ~salt ~mr.snowy who has gone home to be with the Lord ~glitter ~pedicures,manicures! ~beautiful beaches ~animals ~friends ~daydreams ~fun
Soul Music*
at the moment the song i'm in love with:
Gwen Stefani- the Sweet Escape
Jimmy Eat World- The Middle
ya i noe this one's old,but its the one keeping me going at the moment =)
you're currently listening to
and i'm lusting after
*that pretty white camera
*a new phone that sony ericsson cyber-shot one
*a room makeover
*a whole new glam wardrobe.
